Cluttered Self-Portrait

I painted this piece while in the middle my life being in total chaos...We had just had our second child and found out we were pregnant with our third, I had just took on a new job at a museum, we were basically broke, and to top it all off, my biological father had just committed suicide. At this time in my life, I was having trouble painting anything, so I decided to paint a self-portrait showing the clutter and chaos of my situation.